Saturday, June 29, 2013

Paranormal Activity


" The Fear Is Excitement itself "
 Well , Lets Just say I'm not Safe at all. I Woke up to Gun shots outside in the street. God Knows Whats wrong , I Live far away from all these protests but that still doesnt mean the violance  can't reach me here. This is Egypt , People have absolutely no Brains , Alll they care about is Money and Wealth, If you dont have those and your egyptian , You will go wild. Just like all these pathetic people outside in the street everyday protesting at absolutely nothing. The stupidity is , There President was Appointed less than a year ago and somehow they still think they have the  potential to make him end up like the former President who is currently under charges. Tommorow is the 30th , Thats the day they're claiming there gonna take shit to a whole new level. Whatever , As Long as I'm safe in My flat.
What I'm scared of is that they might Cut down Internet , Phone Operators And land line services. Thats when I'm possibly gonna go Baserk. Anyways , Prayers are needed for me. And my dad couldnt even Book for Sharm , Unforunatetly All Tourist Agencies are claiming their " Full" . I'll Find a way to survive , Its Faith thats the answer.  I'm Actually excited to see whats gonna happen , I'm not scared or anything. But i have high doubts with these Cold Blooded bastards , You can never Know if they will do something.
Today I Woke up And i was just so tired , I Felt lost for a second. I Thought it would be the Confederations Cup Final Between Brazil and Spain but it turns out thats its Monday,1am GMT+3 , And thats just to make things worse , I Doubt I'll be out tommorow with all the Theft and Chaos thats going on.
I'd Go with Spain since they're very high profile  , They have world class midfielders which is definetly the key to the whole game. Brazil on the other hand have Solid Defenders. Anyways Thats My blog for today !

Lil Man out

Friday, June 28, 2013

Mercy


" Every Memory Lives Somewhere Deep within"
 Hello! Well You can say I'm back to Blogging , not Exactly, But I've had some massive motivation to do so in the past few days and besides there's nothing really i can do. I Mean at the moment , I'm in a country thats slowly falling apart. Protests everyday , Crime in the street , Vandalism , Kidnapping Basicially all violations you can think of. I'm stuck here till the 10th of August well Just Because Ramadan is coming up and My parents think its a good idea to spend the break here. Anyways , So Were about to conclude the spectacular month Of June. Probably my favorite month of the year since Its my birthday and Summer is Present then . Let me start talking about next month , I Basically hate July -.- . In all Ways , Because its the final month of the summer and because it just irritates me , i feel like I'm gonna be  abducted or its just the pressure thats put on me for IG's and Courses and shit.
Whats Worse is that My IG's are in less than a Year and Im no where near Ready.
I'd Like to Go back to arguably my Best year In Unity. Year 10 , It was such a flawless year , All the memories cant be forgotten , Espicially towards the end. I Remember 3 particular days , The 24th of April , And The 16th and 18th. Those were our ditching days where we'd go to someone's house or a local place and just chill and forget the stress of school. Epic days , I Remember the time when half the grade ditched School and came over to my house , Thats the day My shisha got confiscated , Couples Went Crazy , My couch got burned. Who cares yo?  It was 2 days before our final examinations and either way we had to do something exremely impressive and to be fucking proud of.  I'd say our grade is the craziest Bunch , Were pretty wild. Unlike the rest , but we do actually care about our academics , Most of us have a pretty standard Intellect.
I'm hoping year 11 would be better than year 10 , Its our last year in high school. We will fuck shit up , Thats a Promise. ;)  The Name of the tittle is a song by Big Sean and Kanye west , Suggest check it out. Its pretty relevant to this whole thing since  Our whole grade was obssesed with it towards the final stages of the academic year.
I'm asking you , If  its  your last year in high school , what would you do?  I'll give you my answer to this in a years time and You'll see what we've done.  My point is , Year 10 was killer crazy . Parties , Grounding , Late night Cruising , Ditching , Everything. :P  And now its summer , Year 11 is in less than 2 months  and I'm in this shit hole thats gonna be go crazy on the 30th , I Miss alot of People Thats what i hate about Summer , Mostly Fiasco , My Best Friend , Only Real person i know and  I Mentioned Him a few times and You probably heard about his Infamous Blog. Anyways , Yeah He's Currently Under this whole thingy Of Depression. and i hate to be here , Thousands of miles away having fun while He's Just stroked. It kills me , He's been with me every step of my way this year , Wish i can do anything.
 
" Presence of Pain is a sign of happiness"
Lil Man out

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Forbidden Words

Hello Everyone , Its been a while Since I Blogged. Like i said , i dont blog on a daily basis because i honestly dont have that much stories to share and Its not that I'm a boring person but I Dont share Personal shit , To be Precise i Keep my shit to myself . I Hate Criticism and i can't stand people Talking about me without me knowing , Its that Simple. Anyways , Yeah I'm In Cairo , Living the last few Months of summer  Anyways I'm not here to talk about that , I'm here for something else. Basically , Just recently I've luckily got to know some awesome people Which are really nice. And I'm glad i know , But there's one That stands out the Most, Which is why Am here. I've only Knew her for a couple of weeks but now I'm glad were close. Lets just Start with how Amazing you are , I Mean Some people are very hard to get along with But Somehow , You just have this Positive Vibe. And you study in one of the schools that I Despise , But your Just Epic , Cool , Easy Going. Everything , You name it. I Could talk about you here all day if i can , I'm just hoping to find enough words to Potentially get to my point that Your an amazing Person. I also welcome you to blogging , We need People like you to fill up these readers. Your Very sweet , caring and I've never met such A Great person who i can Keep the conversation going with for Hours. I Never get bored , You put a smile on my face , I put one on yours. :D Your actually the reason I'm Up all night these days , Our Priceless talks and Talking to You makes me Happy, Well i know This is gonna cause some Chaos but I'm sure if the reader has a sense of humour he wont Understand this The wrong Way. Its Very easy to get along with you , And Thats made it clearly easy for me to share with you some Hilarious flashbacks. I'm Gifted to know you , Not To mention how Pretty You are. Your Smile actually Reminds me of My special Someone , And thats really Ironic.
Despite the fact that I've only just got to know you better , You somehow manage to deal with me comfortably and i feel Trusted. We Both Like Fifa , Maybe one day I'll kick your ass in it. :P Unless i go easy on you which i dont usually do to my Opponents but Your a major Exception , As long as it makes you happy To win. I'll make sure I'll lose. Your coming to Egypt Soon and I'm looking forward to it , Lets hope we both Get to enjoy Ourselves in this Ghetto Country , I Promised a long ass Blog But I'm actually running out of words but you cant blame Me , You mean alot to me Now and I'll live with the annoying nicknames You give me. PLL Is defientetly our Thing , We both Cant get enough to check out the people ;)
I Wish I Can write any further But I'm dating and even know I might get interrogated myself for writing all this but Your Worth every Sentence , At the End Your one of the people  I'll never got bored of talking to and Laughing with.  So Here's a post for you that i Promised, And Thank you For Being One of these special people who mean the entire world to me. On Regards Of the Tittle , Its a book. Lil_Man Out

" The Beauty of all these words , is the annonymous name behind it"
 

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Waking from the Dead

Hi Every one. Man Its been long , I Gotta admit that i missed this Shit. Well i actually thought about quiting but i couldnt but this doesnt mean I'm gonna post on a daily basis , Perhaps once every now and then. Guess What? Its Summer ! Hell Yeah , Hope you all enjoy this long break. So alot has happened since i last blogged which was when my exam period started. And now I'm all done. So Now I'm Enjoying this summer , Well not fully. I mean I Do miss alot of people. 2 that stand out most actually which really put a great effect on me , W'ell get to that later. So At the moment am In Cairo , Land of the Pharaohs. I gotta say this country is actually fun when you have lots of friends around. But Other than that , its a shit thing and Fuck you and Your racism. I Mean , i havent seen such a country with low lifes and Arrogant people. Let me tell you , If you ever walk in the street and your Dark skinned or whatever , The whole street will criticize you and if you talk in Accents or in different languages they tend to Fuck with you. This is one of the things i dont like about this place and not to mention how They act all nice but infact they just rip you off. Okay, so you know how you know someone but not personally but you just  locally or socially know him? Yeah , Well you dont even know them personally right? So basicaly This Fucktard who studies In somewhat '' Best school" decides to post a picture of me and some friend on Instagram , its Not indirect but its offensive to me in some way , it matches to the Racism category. Which i definetly hate. I dont even know the dude. And the worst bit is , i asked him nicely to take it off and he did , few days later i figure out he blocks me and Downloads the picture again ,  he thinks his smart that he blocked me and i wouldnt see it , Like Seriously What the hell? . Dude i dont even know you. And i dont care where you come from or who your Family is. But what i know , is that your a kid who has the most immature mentality. I hope you got everyones attention by posting that pic, Wisely i wouldnt Fight or start up anything because theres a massive difference in age and in Size so therefore i wont do anything. but then he decides to post it again , and blocks me to make things worse. Well guess what kid? am in for the kill... and I know one of your pathetic family members will read this and bitch to you. Well Fuck you,  Apologies for the language , its just Im not the type of guy who stands the presence of Rumours and for some point , i do hate criticism.  Anyways , So its Summer. I miss One of My Best people out there. Fiasco , Hell he's the Only Real  person i know at the moment. He's always there for me , You know sometimes in life you dont find these type of friends easily and I'm more than glad that i have some like these but he just stands out the most. Definetly A brother :) Then There's this other person who's In my heart but i won't talk alot about anything , So i also have this other friend , Omarian . The Guys like My brother , and he's facing a tough bit in his life at the moment or i can refer to it as some emotional break down. There's alot of crisis going on and i hope all the chaos is cleaned , Just Wrap your shit together Man , I know you could do it. (Y) Okay So IG's are next year , I definetly gotta get my shit together.  This is the most important stage of my life , the stage that decides my entire future and Career And i Do have great expectations ,  I hope atleast.  Another thing i've noticed is that Sudan has better internet connection than this shit Hole. Unbelievable and no offense to all You Egyptians but this is just some pay pack so that   you know how to to treat your bloody tourists. I hope i post soon enough to update you again. Lil_Man Out (Y)