Lesson Over



"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?"

 Hello , been a while again. I don't  know why I  keep apologizing , its not like i have time to blog , its my final summer as a senior and it ends in a week , Life Sucks but what can I do. So its August , which I Refer to as the academic Month. Summer is over , School's in a week or so and it just feels horrible. No more all nighters, no more mid-week hang outs , no more late night skype chats basically were back to our crappy casual life . Waking up at 6 preparing for school , Homework’s , Stress , School Problems , Whatever educational Issue , You name it . I mean it just sucks. Coming to think of it , I had quite the summer. I left Khartoum since May 21st , been here for almost 3 months , Had a blast , Went to countless theme parks and  Go-karting, Ice skating, Bowling ,Watched a few new movies , The priceless nights during Mid June with a few friends and Finally,  the  Shopping. Forget the protests that screwed my plans and not to mention the courses i had to attend for a month, Still had a legit time.  Heck , i dont even wanna go back to that hell hole. I'd kill to live here because I  know Just as I'm back to Sudan , I'll be Caught up with studies and shit , not gonna have time to do anything anymore.  Last night I had a Fun time out with someone Who I've been striving to meet all summer , we'd usually make plans through whatsapp but just last night  we had a proper chill out , Was fun considering were very close now.  Anyways , I just hate how the days are flying and by this time next week I'd be in Sudan , Then a whole new story will begin , the 2013-2014 Campaign. which is my last year in high school. Graduation is in exactly 8 months , and we finish school then. As my concern keeps rising up , I just have this horrible feeling about something Thats been haunting me , I just get this weird feeling That irritates me badly. I hope I'm wrong because most of my hunches actually happen , which is a bad thing. I'm not gonna make any Assumptions now and think I'm some psychic , Let Faith strike itself and whatever happens, Happens. I hope i get a chance to post soon , I'll be busy  but I'll make sure I do , for the mean time Farewell to an Epic  2013 Summer,  was a wild one.  In 9 days I'll be an IG candidate , For now am just a senior. Lil man Out

Hard to get

"Screw a fake friend , where your real friends at?"

Apologies , I didnt blog for a week or so. Happy Ramadan to everyone! I've been sleeping alot lately so its hard to have free time to blog and during the fasting hours i'm either gaming online or just listening to Quran or studying. its the second week of July, Time goes by really fast and in a months time , school would be started and i'd be in Sudan. Coming to think of it , i actually dont wanna leave. I Mean , Here its just a different lifestyle, ofcourse over there i have all my friends and all that but here it just feels good and comfortable. Ramadan has been easy , I'm used to fasting anyways so its not much of a deal really although i do struggle when i'm thirsty which rarely happens since am asleep half the day. But hunger usually strikes me out of no where. Anyways , thats that. i wanted to talk about fake friends ( not saying i have any) i just wanna talk about something that pisses the crap out of me , You have a friend. your close and all , atleast thats what you think. then really when you think of it , that friend is either just using you or being 2 faced. I Mean , my Definition and understanding of a real friend is someone who's with you no matter what , helps with whatever your going through , encourages you for nothing other than whats best for you and actually cares about you. Fake friends are one's who talk behind your back , bitch about you for something you wont even notice and even fact they'll only be there for you when they need you. Sadly , the generation we live in today , we have plenty of those. Thankfully there isn't alot in my society ( I hope).

Fake friends just use you , with whatever advantage you have  that they dont , or just for the sake of popularity and public attention.  I Absolutely Despise attention seekers , i thank God i dont know anyone who's qualified to that category but still. In that same principal , people would be using you to put themselves over the top. Real friends are the loyal ones , the ones that respect you and go through everything with you.

Fake friends are just nothing , but low lifes. i mean , So You've just used someone to take control over what they had in the first place , days later you bitch about how terrible he is at anythiing and how your better at it and you start brainswashing others , well you deserve a standing ovation from my middle finger.

Sorry just had to state this out, to all my readers. Dont trust anyone unless you fully approve that he's been with you.  " Open your eyes , start looking for the wise"

Lil Man out

No Guns Are Allowed

" Bullets do not Choose a Victim , it is the shooter that picks em"

 4th Of July! Enjoy your Day Native Americans , Last night was also a Revolutional Success for Egypt as yet they managed to Forcibly step down there helpless president , meaning no more chaos and Violance and hopefully now i can get to enjoy summer. I still think the president didnt do shit but whatever , i don't wanna get all political since it's clearly not my game but yeah , Sudan should atleast learn From this.
Egypt makes us look like shit to be honest and thats the sad truth. So yeah , My Last Blog was rather deep than the rest of the others i guess , Its because i had to talk about how Girls get hurt and Men really dont give a fuck , which is sad. Some guys thing their real thugs , i mean You claim yourself a real boyfriend,  For dating a chick , You say you ''Love'' her And you dump her for absolutely nothing. I mean , wow  the only thing that was real was the helpless girl you were with who loved you and ended up hurt in the end thanks to you. Anyways
Isn't it  funny ,When someone so close to you , all of a sudden means nothing now? I mean i know its called growing up or whatever but seriously , Looking back at all the memories you've had together and now You barely say hi. Thats what i hate about Life , Replacing people Just annoys but sometimes you replace the bad ones with better so you never really know. And Wisely , In life people do change. It doesn't have to particularly mean anything personal , but people sadly change for the sake of others , Atleast thats what I've observed. Its abit rough,  say you have a bestfriend , he changes for someone you absolutely Hate , What would he mean to you now? Or the question is , what do YOU mean to them now? This is Just some General things that i usually ask myself all the time but i let go oftenly. Its a Thursday today , During this time in Sudan , I'd be Spending the weekend with My friends , usually out to grab a bite or just a small gathering at who ever's house. I actually miss it , It's because here i don't have much people to go out with , or even if i do , they live halfway across the city and by the time i reach them , the whole day would be finished.  The Tittle is a name of a song , Definetly a good one , Been listening to it all week. Give it a try , It's some good Vibe that'll cheer you up.  As My summer comes to an end , My main goals now is just to Survive Ramadan , Get Some Whole Wardrobe , And Basically live The last months as this is my last summer as a Senior and It's quite scary to think of it , knowing next year I'd be in college with this Height ( Got taller , but aint gonna brag) , And somewhat gonna Live that  Dope College life with this Mentality of mine.
Catch you guys soon , Lil man Out 

Bulletproof suit



"A Reputation depends on Education"

Hello , I Missed a day. Apologies , My sleeping pattern is very messed  
up. Its like am an alien. I'd sleep all day and Stay up all night. Yeah , You must be thinking i have no life but trust me if you were in my postion you would have done the same, Its like am locked in a prison, and am some sort of an unleashed animal that is kept in some cage. I Haven't been out in a few days but you can't blame me , I'm not insane to walk this door and instantly get shot by some civillian.  You may think staying up all night is a stupid thing to do , but its actually the most quite and peaceful time , i mean there's no annoying people around. you can basically get your mind off anything , the stress , pressure , whatever situation your in. I'd like to share how last night my mood suddenly changed from bad to good.
and thank fully it changed because  i have amazing friends. One's who make me smile , even I'm this further away and yet they manage to keep me happy . So i was stressing out about something that didn't even exist , for a second there i was lost , just faded in my own imagination , thinking about bullshit that hasn't even come to life. I Started overthinking like a fag , then i noticed there was a spark . I Was extremely worried , it was like i was about to lose something that my whole life depends on , something thats so special that it would effect me in every way. But then again, Like i said Friends Managed to turned my head upside down from the bullshit , and they managed to get my mind straight up. Playing online was also a distraction as i took on all my anger and frustration on call of duty. At the end , i was happy and Nothing really matterred to me.
when i re-thought about the whole situation , i was thinking. Why do people overthink? It just causes a mess and shit that didnt even exist in the first place and it somehow recks all your happiness and brainswashes you momentarilly.  I woud also like to talk about how Girls are a major thing in this world , i mean You date a girl , You claim you love her , You dump her months to come and days later you ask another girl out? Thats just bullshit, Girls are emotional and they just mean something to this world , They deserve to be treated right , I For one Won't ever think about hurting any girl , no matter what she's done to me. I Won't go bitch to people about her and devastate her whole life . Girls are sensitive , every action we do somehow has an effect on them emotionally.  To every guy out there , Treat your girls right . i don't care if you think this is massive faggotism , in the end its the truth and I'm not persuading you or deliberately begging you to this. Its basically an option , You choose whats right to you . 
Lil Man out

Paranormal Activity



" The Fear Is Excitement itself "

 Well , Lets Just say I'm not Safe at all. I Woke up to Gun shots outside in the street. God Knows Whats wrong , I Live far away from all these protests but that still doesnt mean the violance  can't reach me here. This is Egypt , People have absolutely no Brains , Alll they care about is Money and Wealth, If you dont have those and your egyptian , You will go wild. Just like all these pathetic people outside in the street everyday protesting at absolutely nothing. The stupidity is , There President was Appointed less than a year ago and somehow they still think they have the  potential to make him end up like the former President who is currently under charges. Tommorow is the 30th , Thats the day they're claiming there gonna take shit to a whole new level. Whatever , As Long as I'm safe in My flat.
What I'm scared of is that they might Cut down Internet , Phone Operators And land line services. Thats when I'm possibly gonna go Baserk. Anyways , Prayers are needed for me. And my dad couldnt even Book for Sharm , Unforunatetly All Tourist Agencies are claiming their " Full" . I'll Find a way to survive , Its Faith thats the answer.  I'm Actually excited to see whats gonna happen , I'm not scared or anything. But i have high doubts with these Cold Blooded bastards , You can never Know if they will do something.
Today I Woke up And i was just so tired , I Felt lost for a second. I Thought it would be the Confederations Cup Final Between Brazil and Spain but it turns out thats its Monday,1am GMT+3 , And thats just to make things worse , I Doubt I'll be out tommorow with all the Theft and Chaos thats going on.
I'd Go with Spain since they're very high profile  , They have world class midfielders which is definetly the key to the whole game. Brazil on the other hand have Solid Defenders. Anyways Thats My blog for today !

Lil Man out

Mercy



" Every Memory Lives Somewhere Deep within"

 Hello! Well You can say I'm back to Blogging , not Exactly, But I've had some massive motivation to do so in the past few days and besides there's nothing really i can do. I Mean at the moment , I'm in a country thats slowly falling apart. Protests everyday , Crime in the street , Vandalism , Kidnapping Basicially all violations you can think of. I'm stuck here till the 10th of August well Just Because Ramadan is coming up and My parents think its a good idea to spend the break here. Anyways , So Were about to conclude the spectacular month Of June. Probably my favorite month of the year since Its my birthday and Summer is Present then . Let me start talking about next month , I Basically hate July -.- . In all Ways , Because its the final month of the summer and because it just irritates me , i feel like I'm gonna be  abducted or its just the pressure thats put on me for IG's and Courses and shit.
Whats Worse is that My IG's are in less than a Year and Im no where near Ready.
I'd Like to Go back to arguably my Best year In Unity. Year 10 , It was such a flawless year , All the memories cant be forgotten , Espicially towards the end. I Remember 3 particular days , The 24th of April , And The 16th and 18th. Those were our ditching days where we'd go to someone's house or a local place and just chill and forget the stress of school. Epic days , I Remember the time when half the grade ditched School and came over to my house , Thats the day My shisha got confiscated , Couples Went Crazy , My couch got burned. Who cares yo?  It was 2 days before our final examinations and either way we had to do something exremely impressive and to be fucking proud of.  I'd say our grade is the craziest Bunch , Were pretty wild. Unlike the rest , but we do actually care about our academics , Most of us have a pretty standard Intellect.
I'm hoping year 11 would be better than year 10 , Its our last year in high school. We will fuck shit up , Thats a Promise. ;)  The Name of the tittle is a song by Big Sean and Kanye west , Suggest check it out. Its pretty relevant to this whole thing since  Our whole grade was obssesed with it towards the final stages of the academic year.
I'm asking you , If  its  your last year in high school , what would you do?  I'll give you my answer to this in a years time and You'll see what we've done.  My point is , Year 10 was killer crazy . Parties , Grounding , Late night Cruising , Ditching , Everything. :P  And now its summer , Year 11 is in less than 2 months  and I'm in this shit hole thats gonna be go crazy on the 30th , I Miss alot of People Thats what i hate about Summer , Mostly Fiasco , My Best Friend , Only Real person i know and  I Mentioned Him a few times and You probably heard about his Infamous Blog. Anyways , Yeah He's Currently Under this whole thingy Of Depression. and i hate to be here , Thousands of miles away having fun while He's Just stroked. It kills me , He's been with me every step of my way this year , Wish i can do anything.
 
" Presence of Pain is a sign of happiness"
Lil Man out

Forbidden Words

Hello Everyone , Its been a while Since I Blogged. Like i said , i dont blog on a daily basis because i honestly dont have that much stories to share and Its not that I'm a boring person but I Dont share Personal shit , To be Precise i Keep my shit to myself . I Hate Criticism and i can't stand people Talking about me without me knowing , Its that Simple. Anyways , Yeah I'm In Cairo , Living the last few Months of summer  Anyways I'm not here to talk about that , I'm here for something else. Basically , Just recently I've luckily got to know some awesome people Which are really nice. And I'm glad i know , But there's one That stands out the Most, Which is why Am here. I've only Knew her for a couple of weeks but now I'm glad were close. Lets just Start with how Amazing you are , I Mean Some people are very hard to get along with But Somehow , You just have this Positive Vibe. And you study in one of the schools that I Despise , But your Just Epic , Cool , Easy Going. Everything , You name it. I Could talk about you here all day if i can , I'm just hoping to find enough words to Potentially get to my point that Your an amazing Person. I also welcome you to blogging , We need People like you to fill up these readers. Your Very sweet , caring and I've never met such A Great person who i can Keep the conversation going with for Hours. I Never get bored , You put a smile on my face , I put one on yours. :D Your actually the reason I'm Up all night these days , Our Priceless talks and Talking to You makes me Happy, Well i know This is gonna cause some Chaos but I'm sure if the reader has a sense of humour he wont Understand this The wrong Way. Its Very easy to get along with you , And Thats made it clearly easy for me to share with you some Hilarious flashbacks. I'm Gifted to know you , Not To mention how Pretty You are. Your Smile actually Reminds me of My special Someone , And thats really Ironic.
Despite the fact that I've only just got to know you better , You somehow manage to deal with me comfortably and i feel Trusted. We Both Like Fifa , Maybe one day I'll kick your ass in it. :P Unless i go easy on you which i dont usually do to my Opponents but Your a major Exception , As long as it makes you happy To win. I'll make sure I'll lose. Your coming to Egypt Soon and I'm looking forward to it , Lets hope we both Get to enjoy Ourselves in this Ghetto Country , I Promised a long ass Blog But I'm actually running out of words but you cant blame Me , You mean alot to me Now and I'll live with the annoying nicknames You give me. PLL Is defientetly our Thing , We both Cant get enough to check out the people ;)
I Wish I Can write any further But I'm dating and even know I might get interrogated myself for writing all this but Your Worth every Sentence , At the End Your one of the people  I'll never got bored of talking to and Laughing with.  So Here's a post for you that i Promised, And Thank you For Being One of these special people who mean the entire world to me. On Regards Of the Tittle , Its a book. Lil_Man Out

" The Beauty of all these words , is the annonymous name behind it"
 

Waking from the Dead

Hi Every one. Man Its been long , I Gotta admit that i missed this Shit. Well i actually thought about quiting but i couldnt but this doesnt mean I'm gonna post on a daily basis , Perhaps once every now and then. Guess What? Its Summer ! Hell Yeah , Hope you all enjoy this long break. So alot has happened since i last blogged which was when my exam period started. And now I'm all done. So Now I'm Enjoying this summer , Well not fully. I mean I Do miss alot of people. 2 that stand out most actually which really put a great effect on me , W'ell get to that later. So At the moment am In Cairo , Land of the Pharaohs. I gotta say this country is actually fun when you have lots of friends around. But Other than that , its a shit thing and Fuck you and Your racism. I Mean , i havent seen such a country with low lifes and Arrogant people. Let me tell you , If you ever walk in the street and your Dark skinned or whatever , The whole street will criticize you and if you talk in Accents or in different languages they tend to Fuck with you. This is one of the things i dont like about this place and not to mention how They act all nice but infact they just rip you off. Okay, so you know how you know someone but not personally but you just  locally or socially know him? Yeah , Well you dont even know them personally right? So basicaly This Fucktard who studies In somewhat '' Best school" decides to post a picture of me and some friend on Instagram , its Not indirect but its offensive to me in some way , it matches to the Racism category. Which i definetly hate. I dont even know the dude. And the worst bit is , i asked him nicely to take it off and he did , few days later i figure out he blocks me and Downloads the picture again ,  he thinks his smart that he blocked me and i wouldnt see it , Like Seriously What the hell? . Dude i dont even know you. And i dont care where you come from or who your Family is. But what i know , is that your a kid who has the most immature mentality. I hope you got everyones attention by posting that pic, Wisely i wouldnt Fight or start up anything because theres a massive difference in age and in Size so therefore i wont do anything. but then he decides to post it again , and blocks me to make things worse. Well guess what kid? am in for the kill... and I know one of your pathetic family members will read this and bitch to you. Well Fuck you,  Apologies for the language , its just Im not the type of guy who stands the presence of Rumours and for some point , i do hate criticism.  Anyways , So its Summer. I miss One of My Best people out there. Fiasco , Hell he's the Only Real  person i know at the moment. He's always there for me , You know sometimes in life you dont find these type of friends easily and I'm more than glad that i have some like these but he just stands out the most. Definetly A brother :) Then There's this other person who's In my heart but i won't talk alot about anything , So i also have this other friend , Omarian . The Guys like My brother , and he's facing a tough bit in his life at the moment or i can refer to it as some emotional break down. There's alot of crisis going on and i hope all the chaos is cleaned , Just Wrap your shit together Man , I know you could do it. (Y) Okay So IG's are next year , I definetly gotta get my shit together.  This is the most important stage of my life , the stage that decides my entire future and Career And i Do have great expectations ,  I hope atleast.  Another thing i've noticed is that Sudan has better internet connection than this shit Hole. Unbelievable and no offense to all You Egyptians but this is just some pay pack so that   you know how to to treat your bloody tourists. I hope i post soon enough to update you again. Lil_Man Out (Y)

Back to back

Hey! Everyone I'm back. Man I missed this blogging thing , I didn't blog in nearly a months now. Yes  every time I have a proper reason , this time my finals are in 2 days. So I didn't really have the time to fit you in with a small story , but I just feel like I need to update this . So yeah it's April . The ending of April actually . Which means , Summer is here!!! Hell yeah , school finishes in a week. Couldn't be any happier , I have 2 exams this Monday. I'm prepared and all , can't wait to rape these exam papers. So yeah a lot has happened since I last blogged. I thought I would quit this but then I just remembered I have awesome viewers like you that I can't just leave. Basically , ever since I last blogged , Life couldn't be more easier , I mean everything is perfectly fine and that's exactly what I need since summer is approaching. I might hit Asia this summer , to be more precise . Malaysia but not sure , I would love to go there though! Heard awesome shit about it. I think y'all noticed Fiasco , my super close buddy hasn't posted in a while . His like me , doesn't find enough time to blog and sort of forgot about it , but I just thought I should fill in. Any who , his incredible 6 months relationship sadly came to an end , I don't wanna post further information but yes , sadly it's over . Me and My other buddy Omarian are hitting it perfectly though as he has his new amazing shatzi. You all know my misses , I've talked about her once I guess , we're In the road to 5 months now as we hit 4 months this Sunday. But yeah like I said a lot has changed , so school is coming to an end , and we can't even find a host for an end of year party . This sucks.  For the first time we actually haven't planned this out and now it's way too late. I've had a few a people come over in the last few days during school normal days. You see . They ditch , we have dumb teachers. So yeah I've had a couple of guys and girls over which my mum Is totally cool with . I'm happy she's not like one of these ansar suna.   So basically yeah , they'd come over and we would chill watch a movie , light up some Shisha . Which my brother confiscated since he thought I was " studying ". Lots of more to update you guys with , just give me a ŵeek till I rape my finals . Summer Is soon ! Peace y'all glad I catched up with you guys

Best of Best

Again, I am extremely sorry that i don't post daily anymore.  Its just that we have a 9 day week off school.
And I'm making the best of it , Been going out every out for he last 4 days with my Buddy Fiasco , I know some of you most have read his Infamous Blog , he hasnt been posting lately. All i can say is that his in a lot of stress at the moment. Anyway , March, the super month! Dad left  to china , i'm taking this advantage.
even though i hate this part of the year , Thankfully so far everything's going fine. had a Date last monday .
Went perfect , She brought a friend , i brought one too so it was a nice. This morning i was in a terrible mood. Last night was one of the important games , Milan Vs Barcelona. As always , Barcelona finds a tricky way to play  just to fuck up the opposition and the viewers.We lost 4-0. Screw that , we still have the league. This 9 day holiday is awesome , I've been pulling all nighters alot lately. You know how i said i sneak out sometimes at night to go out with Friends ,  Yeah Few days ago , We took the car , went Cruising.
Just as about near my house , Cops bust out of no where. We were literally shaking , It was me and another friend. They tried taking our phones and all that just to check if were drug dealers or anything. So Sad how this country has a corrupt Police Department. Luckily , me and my friend pulled off a few stunts and tricks to trick them. they let us off at nearly 6:00 in the morning. Super short blog today! Lil man out

No Time For Segeants

No Time For Sergeants 

March, finally! The month I've been waiting for. Had my phone taken away, and got it back earlier. Decent week this is. My dad finally left, I'm just glad I won't have to deal with any of the stuff I dealt with in February. I missed school yesterday, I was sick and it was a comfortable weekend for. Didn't deal with any issues what so ever. I've been in a good mood ever since this month started, and I hope it stays that way. Talent show on Thursday. My plan for it completely changed, I'm gonna rap with this other friend of mine. I can't guarantee we're gonna win. We have some tough competition. What I do know is that we'll blow the roof off the place! As always, I'll summarize my week for you. This last Thursday, Fiasco had a small movie night, with a group of some really nice people. It was super nice. Watched one of the scariest movies ever! Boy am I glad I left early. That movie was super intense. Anyways, that's Thursday for you. Friday I spend the whole day in bed. Had an annoying fever. That's the reason I didn't go to school the following day. My body is very fragile. I can't handle any sort of sickness. Not to mention how I hate going to doctors. They just treat me as if I'm a kid. Once a doctor knew I was 14, yet still offered me a lollipop after the checkup (Like seriously dude?) Other than that, the week went fine, and I'm in a great mood due to some awesome friends. Sorry for not updating regularly, will make sure I do from now on! Lil Man Out!   

30 days Of Hell

Yet again , As more annoying as this week can get , I'm just glad this month is nearly  over , I've had it with the Grounding and everything , I just don't think its fair for parents to be this tough , Well my parents are not usually like this its just lately we've had this HUGE issue in our Grade , Apparently some annonymus  smart person decided to send a text message to some of the students parents , In that message was the description to how are grade is corrupt and everything. This Major thing Got me In deep crap , As i am certainly not one of these addicted students that take great pride into  doing these massive  habits , I certainly don't.
At all times My Moral wouldn't change the fact that I'm Straight Edge and I wouldn't brake that .
Its not something that i basically look up to , and My side wouldn't Even  go further than doing Shisha (I'm  Not even Allowed in Local Places) And i Basically can't even resist the smell of cigarettes , Its just disgusting and Dumb , I don't Drink , Never will .  And not to mention how am athletic , Doing these things can somehow affect it. My point is , This months couldn't be worse. I've dealt with everything in a basic way and i tried to keep things calm. On a Positive note , We have a talent show coming up , I thought i can give it a shot and this can keep my mind off this horrible month , The Judges are crap.
My Talent is Football But clearly i need something that can Be present on Stage and in front of A proper Audience . I wanna Rap with this Other friend , Me and Her have been dying to Rap since 6th Grade , I hope we have a proper chance now. I'm sure peope will be expecting a simple song , we obviosly cant have songs that have any Bad words , Even though thats the beauty of the Rap  , We would still Nail it.
Thursday Plans , as usual Am grounded and God Knows when i will be off the hook , after this huge issue, even My other Best friend Fiasco is grounded , Parents need to realise that we havent done shit but after all they are just looking after us and want nothing other than whats best for us.
Lil Man out

'' Whenever your knocked down , Simply Stand back up And Dont Hesitate"

Hello , Again Deeply Sorry
couldnt blog again for almost a week , Had alot of tests and school stuff that i had to get on with.
Again , another average week. Nothing exciting really , Had a gathering on Thursday that went wrong in every way but it was okay at the end. Friday , Been out the whole day to the point were my parents took away my phone and they told me not to go out for another 2 weeks atleast , Isn't it weird how parents keep extending Time outs? haven't they realised that people grow up. Ugh I got used to it though , I retrieved my phone without them finding out and even if they  did, i have a back up phone. As always , i have a Back up option because i never know what might happen so i always keep a spare thing incase shit happens.
Today , Got a phone call talking about that instagram issue i discussed in my last blog , He didnt threaten me or anything , he kindly asked if i can delete the comments. i Couldnt reject Him , Considering i dont want any problems to happen to my friends because it already got to the point of physical actions. It was out of control and it had to be sorted out , i kindly replied to that person , telling him to let his friend that caused the whole issue , delete what she said first , since she was the one that started everything. Another thing i would like to point out is that , I have some of the greatest friends on the planet , People who actually care and have your back at all times. This girl with us amazingly Defended fiasco in every way possible , it got really intense , Some other friends helped out as well. Anywho , this Issue is done and i hope it won't open up again. I was also threatned this past week by a 9th grader , Might seem embarasing to me but actually no , As huge as that dude was , i stood up to him face to face and Didnt stand a chance , rejecting every order he asked me to do. Will Blog in a few days time
Lil_man Out

Review : Social Cold War

Hello everyone!
I'm extremely sorry i didn't blog in this last week , i had a pretty messed up schedule and didn't really get any free time to Blog. Any who , i know its late but Happy Valentines day ! No Doubt Love was in the Air.
I had an amazing Valentines Gift as My amazing Lady got me a sick ass perfume with a nice card and some sweets. i Really appreciated that. I'll summarize my week for you , Thursday was Valentines , Had this Party in The American School Of Khartoum , As i am honored to be the latest member of Team Toxicbass. Yes , I Joined the DJ Crew , Means I'm off the hook, Every time i enter its for free ( Hell Yeah) . So It was my first time to witness a KAS party , Went pretty fine. Amazingly , they listen to Dub step. Doubt any other school does that. so that was Thursday for you ,Friday this school had this street Fayre thingy , Was awesome , met a few people i didn't meet in a while and it was good to socialize in an environmental friendly area. As this day is , I Don't know what to say. Basically today me and My Best Buddy fiasco went to grab a bite at this place named solitaire , later on Moamer joined it was much more fun. I decided to take a picture of Fiasco , Just for Instagram and all that shit. After i posted the pic and everything , His Ex out of no where comments on it , Fiasco took it offensively. then Shit got real. Lots of people were involved. Comments were intense with Violent Words and even mentioning somethings that were unthinkable.
As worst as these comments can get , i still didn't delete the pic , i don't see why i should delete a pic i posted of a close friend just because some people would call them weird names. I went with the flow , didn't delete shit. Yet I was optimistic some shit will go wrong , and yes it did happen , we got an anonymous phone call from this Dude that was threatening Fiasco and Omarian. Then we knew shit actually did get real.
at this moment , No one knows whats gonna happen , especially when the Guys that are actually threatening us are 1 road across our school , so we gotta watch our back .
I decided not to interfere at all , even though this a best friend issue. I just backed him up a little bit.
on the other hand , This day was far from awesome as it sounded.
Had my physics test today , completely nailed it ( NOT)  I bloody missed out 2 pages , i blame myself for being in a class with such friends that do the weirdest shit ever ! on a positive note :
I"m not timed out for at least another 3 weeks or so , which means i can go out weekly
i hate being grounded , its like living in a cave with Bats. All you do is stay home and listen to the annoying birds outside.
Lil Man out

Day 8 : A Dedication

 This Blog is aimed at someone who i knew who passed away a few years back , before that .This is my  other day off other than Fridays , its usually the day of the week when i just chill all day at home.

So its a Sunday , Valentines day is in a few days. My 2 best Buddies got this Gig for Thursday , I'm happy for both of them as they haven't Djed in such a long time. Another school in this Ghetto Country , Is planning to throw this  Dance thingy. I've been thinking about going and having a little fun , I haven't been to a  party in ages. Now , i have Been thinking  about having a Party by the end of this year., By our Trio.

Fiasco has this one amazing Villa , Perfect location for a knocker Party , Amazing View of the Crystal clear Nile , Awesome Neighbourhood and has the proper specifications for a proper Twist of a party.

I'll leave my House as a back up option , in case the Villa  isn't approved. Our parties are Major Blow outs ,We've had this party a few months back at this girls Rooftop , It was honestly the party of the year  , I just think she was responsible enough to plan such a thing. And you never know what could go wrong in these type of things , Especially when you have  people who come either Drunk or High. Obviously if your the host, You carry such big Responsibilities and have to have deal with the consequences , Luckily our School Has one of the best Party Planners , so if she's reading this  , Shout out to her :P Anyways , to The point of this blog ,

I just realised today that you could remember memories instantly by just playing a song that is relevant to what the memory is to , I've remembered  lots of Flashbacks  , I've had this friend who died back in year 5 , ( May he RIP) he loved to play football , Loved to be social , Always smiles for whatever occasion it was. One song that made me remember his presence was " I Tried " by Bone Thugz and Harmony and Featuring Akon .  He died due to Cancer , I Was his best friend since reception :(.

He would always try to make things better , and all our mates loved him . I still remember the day , that principal walked in through the doors of the class , telling us the most saddest news ever.

That Second he told us , We all screamed " What'' ?! we were just kids , Innocent people who didn't know what it felt like to have such an amazing friend pass away due to such a disease. As the years passed on , we are all 10th Graders now , University  is awaiting us next year , if he was just with us now . But he still remains in our hearts. Lil Man Out

Day 7 : Nothing more than Ordinary typical Saturday

Just this day finally I was allowed out after the long curse of an annoying time out that lasted more than 3 weeks , I'm just glad it's over. Today was a fun day , i  decided to have some fun with  my 2 best buddies. Went cruising for a bit , Then they decided to go do some Shisha , as always my height has to be the problem . I feel sorry for them , whenever I'm around , they can't be allowed in. Yes its a horrible feeling for me , at least these 2 buddies aren't as annoying as other people and start bitching about it. I realized my friend was happy today , he wasn't the every day guy I know . Wisely , his girlfriend started being the most amazing person , yes  she gave him a kiss. He was happier than ever , it's good to see people happy . Especially people who deserve to be , im not gonna bitch about anything . Or am not jealous . It just feels good when your around someone who can be treated right as he treats his foes and mates . Anywho , today was the last day of my stupid target sheet  ( some annoying warning in our school) . It went pretty well , even though I got the biggest bump in my head today by Landing on my friends knees , ( Don't even ask how it happened ,we're just that stupid) . That bumb was so big , I tried avoiding my girlfriend , yes I was shy I'm not gonna lie . I didn't wanna show her a face full of 2 big bumps . She didn't care when she saw it , that just shows how amazing she is. She likes someone for who he is and not how his appearance shows . As amazing as she is , I love her in every way. Another typical Saturday moved on , not to mention I had to go buy some other friend this teddy bear that I had to search the whole city for , looking forward to valentines day this week and trying my best to make it the best for me and for my misses. Pretty interesting week this is , can't wait for next Thursday. Hope you enjoyed tonight's blog.  P.s I got my electronics back so hopefully I'll be blogging daily from now on. Lil man out 

Reborn!

Guess Whos's Back? Back Again..

I'm Back! Lil_Man is here yo! How y'all doin? Hope you all enjoyed the week!
Shout out to One of my best people I know Fiasco , for keeping you all entertained while i was away.
Anyways , today was an okay day, I was sick, and that really made my day tough, but I pulled through! There was one amazing thing though. Its a bit tough with me being short to hug properly. But today I just got this amazing hug. Don't get me wrong, all my hugs with that special someone are amazing, but this one was just like Wow! So warm and like crazy! I'm so in love today, been listening to love music ever since! Too bad my sickness got me feeling a bit down. On the other hand , we are having a school trip to France. Bonjour Seniorita's out their , Wait For us ;) Our Trio is deciding to go their and Bust every chance we get ( dont get the wrong idea ) We just wanna do so much bad shit over there ! Stuff that you dont get to do in this Ghetto , Annoying country. Other than that I'm fine, Just feeling better after a terrible Flu , I hate it. Knocked me out for a whole day that i had to miss school.  In addition to What Fiasco was refering to , yes Lately teachers have been on our sleeve , apparently we hang out too much in the Girls area . This is the lamest rule , Today my other Best friend Got caught sitting with his Lady , They might Tell the principal on him , That Right their is just our Lame school and its Rules for You !
I'll be back within the next few days , Glad i catched up with you all
Lil Man Out   

Day 6: Happy If I Go Through Hell

Day 6: Happy If I Go Through Hell

Fiasco here again. Lil_Man is sick to make things worse. Covering him as usual. He was sick and didn't even come to school today (Therefore it was a boring day). I've ran out of stories about him, and he hasn't even come to school today for me to post about how are day together went (Yes Homo!). Alright so I have no clue on the audience of his blog, but I'm guessing and hoping that a few of you read my personal blog: A Little Bit Of Everything. To all those that follow it, I've had a rough day yesterday, and by tonight, somehow managed to turn that into pure happiness. As much as I know you wanted to read some drama filled story (Chill, you'll get one in a couple of sentences), I need to get one point across. Never let anything, or anyone effect your mood. You decide your own happiness. Its easy to say and hard to do, but recently I have been letting my relationship and social life problems effect my mood. As important as they are to me, I am my priority, and even if those things go horribly wrong, I'll be happy, and that's how we all should be. Getting to the good stuff, I'm whatsapping Lil_Man at the moment, and he wants me to talk about our relationships (As usual). So here goes, when something great happens, like for example, Lil_Man gets a girls he's liked for quite a while, that makes him happy. The problem is, life and fate always seems to fuck things up. Directly after, his social life started going a bit downhill (Personally, he takes it way too seriously, but he is right, I guess that's my opinion only cause I don't give a fuck about mine.). To make things worse, he gets a Target Sheet (Some form of things to keep your grades on form, usually given if you're doing poorly although that's not the case with him). So yeah, he lets thing like that decide his happiness, therefore his morale hasn't been great recently. In addition, I'm required to mention my frustrating day yesterday (Gotten over it, but still hurts looking back at how upset I was). So basically, I went out, and walked about a kilometer to a nearby supermarket to get my misses a gift for our four month anniversary. I spend nearly all my money that I have on hand to buy her some fancy chocolate (Ferrero Rocher to be more exact). I walk nearly another half a kilometer to buy gift wrap, walk that distance home, and spend an hour wrapping it off YouTube videos. I then hide the gift for 3 days and pull of a few stunts to avoid my parents finding it and interrogating me about it. On the day, I sneak it out of my house in an extra P.E bag and give it to my lovely darling. The way I had planned out is that maybe after everyone leaves and we get a moment, we can have our first proper kiss (like those awesome 5 second ones they do in movies). Things didn't go as expected, we had the moment, annnndddd she decided to reject. That frustrated me, made me feel unappreciated and as if I'm flying a relationship on one wing and only building based on words and emotions which as psychologically proven, never works. I was very pissed. In addition I already do things like sneak into the girls area for her, have half the teachers hating me for that, and risk my parents being called up and me being in a mess. So basically it feels horrible, as if I'm giving it my all, and getting nothing in return. Lil_Man is also with me on that whole girls area issue we have in our school. Unfortunately he also has the same issue with attempting to fly a plane on one wing. He can make an excuse that he's been only dating for a month, I've been dating for four months, and in my past my average relationship wouldn't last over 2 weeks. I've just decided that my priority is myself, and as long as I'm doing fine, I won't let this factors affect me, hope Lil_Man decides to the same. Fiasco Out.   

Day 5: Never Been Lucky 

"Nobody gets justice. People only get good luck or bad luck"

Fiasco here again. Just wanted to pass on the message that Lil_Man won't be able to blog for God knows how long. A guess is maybe a week. He's grounded and his parents took all his forms of technology which he can blog through. I'll do my best to try and cover up everyday and post about what he wants me to blog about. Any who, today I'll basically be elaborating on the title, and that's in regards to Lil_Man. He's never been lucky I guess. Tomorrow is my 4 months anniversary, and basically, its not something huge but its something I decided to celebrate. I went out, got my lady some nice chocolate, and wrapped it up in gift wrap with a tie at the top and all. A week ago was Lil_Man's anniversary. He hit one month, which is clearly a more important anniversary than mine. He was grounded, so he wasn't really able to go out. So he asked a friend to get him chocolate and wrote a poem. The chocolate was the average Kit Kat, Kinder, and Galaxy stuff, with a few pieces of Patchi which certainly qualifies as an expensive chocolate brand. He was unlucky, threw them in his bag, and had them crushed and deformed between the books. Then apparently she didn't even eat them, her sister did (Not sure about that, but I think I heard him or someone else say that). The poem was nice though, and I decided not to do one with Valentines coming up and the occasion not being the most important. Another thing he was ranting to me about earlier, is how out of the three in our trio, how he arguably doesn't have the best relationship out of us. He still didn't break the shyness barrier with her, so I really do pity him, but he was right partially when he said I was on the same boat about the far from perfect relationships. He had to bring up the fact that my girlfriend doesn't have a phone or doesn't go out (Something I have adapted to). But he was correct about the physical limitations we both had and our friend Omar didn't. I'm just content with what I have, and I'm glad after 3 months or so I've broken through the shyness barrier, and everything is natural between me and my amazing misses. He still doesn't have that privilege, and I went through exactly what he went through a few months back, but since he loves, he'll stick with her and hope the barrier falls, and his misses notices that when you get a guy who does love you, you go far beyond a hug a day. I hope mine does to. So yeah, we are basically jealous of the dude who completes the trio, but I'm hoping that if his misses reads this, she doesn't take it offensively and try and make things better and not torture her boyfriend. I'm not tortured, but I could use a re-consideration on the physical limitations I have. Hope I've done a good enough job for covering up, and I'll be using the day format since who knows Lil_Man will be back. Fiasco Out!

Fiasco In the Building

Fiasco In the Building

Guess who's filling in for Lil_Man today? Your favorite author Fiasco! (Applaud please). I promised Lil_Man I'd talk about him, so here goes. There's not really much to him, he's a very simple guy who likes complicating stuff (Aren't we all like that though?). I basically see myself in him, and that's what makes us get along perfectly. He helped me out when I was new to his school, and recently our friendship has gotten better. His story is pretty much the same as all of ours. He's had his good years in school, and his bad ones of course. At the moment he has his girlfriend, very nice young lady. Cute and all, they make a good couple, and they can last for quite the while if they stop being such shy people (You won't believe it, they've been together for a month and they don't even kiss on the cheek). I'm sorry for embarrassing you two, you really need to speed things up. Enjoy life! (I shouldn't be talking, I don't do much in my relationship either, but I'm way past the kiss on the cheek, don't get too excited, nothing sexual, unfortunately.) Me and Lil_Man haven't been friends for a crazy long time, but were killer close now, and that's what matters. I'll keep it short. I don't want Lil_Man getting mad for me saying anything wrong. Hope you enjoyed tonight's post. Fiasco Out. 

Expect the Unexpected

Day# 4

Yeah , Its been quite a long, tiring day. Had My sports day today and came first place ( Yay) . As exhausted as i am , I would love to talk to you about something that happened back in November and December. Relationship talk to be precise , So ever since We started this academic year of 2012-13 , Unity for the first time ever would offer its students to have a prom , Arguably we are the only school to host such events in such a country. Ever since the announcement of this prom was official , people would be having the weirdest rumours going around in school , or people would be buzzing to know who is going with who , to be honest , i wasn't really interested at all , Like i would have my confidence on something way off topic than prom. Its just am not the type who usually dates , or am not the type of guy who is into it somehow.
Things have went weird throughout the months , and people would be already securing their dates for Prom.
A friend of mine is really good at this dating 'game'  if that's what people refer to , anyways this friend would be asking me who i should go with , Thing is , I'm really short and yeah I struggle when it comes to dating and stuff , I'm being honest here.  Luckily I found this one girl , who yes , Is pretty shy , and she'd have the best personality out of all the others , and her Reputation is pretty good so she's the innocent one.
However , I would always think about the  Friendship with someone before making a choice , and the first thing that came up in my mind was the consequences , What if that girl rejects? What if i lose my friendship with her? . Those were the basic things. But yeah I was optimistic enough.
I stopped thinking about it for a while , then My friend that i told you about earlier one day just comes up to me and tells me '' Lil man , She has a thing for you". ever since that day , i knew i should have done something about it , but yeah i guess now your thinking , what if that friend of mine was lying ? what if she actually didn't like me? . I Had to find out if she actually did or not , so yeah i did the unexpected....
I asked her to prom , in a very simple way . and without even finding out if she liked me or not , then she told me she would tell me the next morning in school , why? because she wanted to reply to me in person.
Next thing you know , that morning she came up to me and said ' Yes,  i would love to go with you' then she hugged me. That day i realised how much i actually cared about her , Even though i never expected her to say yes. Few months later , our '' relationship '' friendship grew , then i properly asked her out.
She Said yes , again. :)  And to be honest i never expected any of this to happen this year , i didn't even have it in my thought that i was gonna do it , by i did it.
Always go for whats unexpected , you never know , maybe it is actually expected :) Lil_man Out

Honesty , Trust and Hate.

Day#2
Whats Up everyone? Hope you all are  having a good week so far :) My day wasn't bad , got Sports day tomorrow and Actually looking forward to it.  Now I'm gonna take you a few years back , where i guess , everything was perfect? I ,. Last year i had perhaps my worst experience of High school. I was accused of having my friend brake up with his girlfriend and simply because he told me to tell her stuff that he wanted her to know since he couldn't talk to her , they were on a brake period. and I'd be having at least 20 rumours flying around the school that I asked some girl out or I have been too 'annoying' recently , I'm not the type of person that usually sticks or actually cares to respond to rumours but sadly , My reputation was important to me that time , I was called A '' suck up'' just because I'd be Saying hi to any girl , or mates Will be calling me  an attention whore. My point is , Year 9  was a nightmare :P. Gladly Some friends helped out and things changed since then.  This year , Things started off horribly too , first of all , i didn't know who to trust or even if i did ,I'd tell them something and  they'd go around telling everyone and then come back to me and say they didn't tell anyone , but this was the past. now things couldnt get any better , Thank God i'm back to who i was a few years ago. but never forget , This is a famous saying :
'' Your past  is the ego of Your future presence"  Lil_Man Out

Day#1 I guess?

Whats Up Guys? I've recently found this blogging thingy very catchy and interesting , thanks to 2 friends of mine :) , Anyhow .I'd love to Speak about myself , You can call me Lil Man , Since am Really short and am a 10th Grader , Honestly the shortest in my grade :( feels horrible but got used to it anyway , I Have an obsession for Music and Football :) , My dream occupation one day is to become a successful architect ,Wise men Always say " Work Hard , Earn right". So recently I've been in  all sorts of shit , Sneaking out at Night , Driving with Insane homies of mine . I love to Party , For some Reason , Shuffling is my thing :) So if Your a dancer , would love to Hit off with you sometime ;). Basically , I'm the shortest one of my friends , they Call me Chihuahua and i find that pretty catchy , isn't offensive to be honest but At least they call me a proper name , Trust me if you hear what other nicknames they call me , If you were me you would just punch them. anyways that's that , Relationship Talk : I've only just recently found the perfect one , Things have been amazing so far , Our 1 month anniversary was today and i couldn't ask for any better friends who helped me make it a true hit and Day to Remember , I'll just stick To nicknames here so Shout out to my Buddy, Omarian and my other Bro,Toxic :) They've always been their for me.  Basically I'm pretty social , I Love being Around with Friends ,  Casual clothing would be , Polo's with some Awesome Supra's or Vanz , I stick to basic things since am a person that hates Criticism. My favorite Perfume has to be The Dolce Gabbana 1 Million ,It turns me on ;). My school is pretty awesome , if that's what you call being in a class full of People that are either drunk , Or High. but they have pretty funny Characters when they High. We are 10th graders but in a weird way , We're the most immature People in the planet xD
Pretty good way to start of a long week , and this is my way to end off an exciting intro (Y).. Catch You Guys Soon! , Lil Man Out :P