Hello , I Missed a day. Apologies , My sleeping pattern is very messed
up. Its like am an alien. I'd sleep all day and Stay up all night. Yeah , You must be thinking i have no life but trust me if you were in my postion you would have done the same, Its like am locked in a prison, and am some sort of an unleashed animal that is kept in some cage. I Haven't been out in a few days but you can't blame me , I'm not insane to walk this door and instantly get shot by some civillian. You may think staying up all night is a stupid thing to do , but its actually the most quite and peaceful time , i mean there's no annoying people around. you can basically get your mind off anything , the stress , pressure , whatever situation your in. I'd like to share how last night my mood suddenly changed from bad to good.
and thank fully it changed because i have amazing friends. One's who make me smile , even I'm this further away and yet they manage to keep me happy . So i was stressing out about something that didn't even exist , for a second there i was lost , just faded in my own imagination , thinking about bullshit that hasn't even come to life. I Started overthinking like a fag , then i noticed there was a spark . I Was extremely worried , it was like i was about to lose something that my whole life depends on , something thats so special that it would effect me in every way. But then again, Like i said Friends Managed to turned my head upside down from the bullshit , and they managed to get my mind straight up. Playing online was also a distraction as i took on all my anger and frustration on call of duty. At the end , i was happy and Nothing really matterred to me.
when i re-thought about the whole situation , i was thinking. Why do people overthink? It just causes a mess and shit that didnt even exist in the first place and it somehow recks all your happiness and brainswashes you momentarilly. I woud also like to talk about how Girls are a major thing in this world , i mean You date a girl , You claim you love her , You dump her months to come and days later you ask another girl out? Thats just bullshit, Girls are emotional and they just mean something to this world , They deserve to be treated right , I For one Won't ever think about hurting any girl , no matter what she's done to me. I Won't go bitch to people about her and devastate her whole life . Girls are sensitive , every action we do somehow has an effect on them emotionally. To every guy out there , Treat your girls right . i don't care if you think this is massive faggotism , in the end its the truth and I'm not persuading you or deliberately begging you to this. Its basically an option , You choose whats right to you .
Lil Man out
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up. Its like am an alien. I'd sleep all day and Stay up all night. Yeah , You must be thinking i have no life but trust me if you were in my postion you would have done the same, Its like am locked in a prison, and am some sort of an unleashed animal that is kept in some cage. I Haven't been out in a few days but you can't blame me , I'm not insane to walk this door and instantly get shot by some civillian. You may think staying up all night is a stupid thing to do , but its actually the most quite and peaceful time , i mean there's no annoying people around. you can basically get your mind off anything , the stress , pressure , whatever situation your in. I'd like to share how last night my mood suddenly changed from bad to good.
and thank fully it changed because i have amazing friends. One's who make me smile , even I'm this further away and yet they manage to keep me happy . So i was stressing out about something that didn't even exist , for a second there i was lost , just faded in my own imagination , thinking about bullshit that hasn't even come to life. I Started overthinking like a fag , then i noticed there was a spark . I Was extremely worried , it was like i was about to lose something that my whole life depends on , something thats so special that it would effect me in every way. But then again, Like i said Friends Managed to turned my head upside down from the bullshit , and they managed to get my mind straight up. Playing online was also a distraction as i took on all my anger and frustration on call of duty. At the end , i was happy and Nothing really matterred to me.
when i re-thought about the whole situation , i was thinking. Why do people overthink? It just causes a mess and shit that didnt even exist in the first place and it somehow recks all your happiness and brainswashes you momentarilly. I woud also like to talk about how Girls are a major thing in this world , i mean You date a girl , You claim you love her , You dump her months to come and days later you ask another girl out? Thats just bullshit, Girls are emotional and they just mean something to this world , They deserve to be treated right , I For one Won't ever think about hurting any girl , no matter what she's done to me. I Won't go bitch to people about her and devastate her whole life . Girls are sensitive , every action we do somehow has an effect on them emotionally. To every guy out there , Treat your girls right . i don't care if you think this is massive faggotism , in the end its the truth and I'm not persuading you or deliberately begging you to this. Its basically an option , You choose whats right to you .
Lil Man out
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