30 days Of Hell

Yet again , As more annoying as this week can get , I'm just glad this month is nearly  over , I've had it with the Grounding and everything , I just don't think its fair for parents to be this tough , Well my parents are not usually like this its just lately we've had this HUGE issue in our Grade , Apparently some annonymus  smart person decided to send a text message to some of the students parents , In that message was the description to how are grade is corrupt and everything. This Major thing Got me In deep crap , As i am certainly not one of these addicted students that take great pride into  doing these massive  habits , I certainly don't.
At all times My Moral wouldn't change the fact that I'm Straight Edge and I wouldn't brake that .
Its not something that i basically look up to , and My side wouldn't Even  go further than doing Shisha (I'm  Not even Allowed in Local Places) And i Basically can't even resist the smell of cigarettes , Its just disgusting and Dumb , I don't Drink , Never will .  And not to mention how am athletic , Doing these things can somehow affect it. My point is , This months couldn't be worse. I've dealt with everything in a basic way and i tried to keep things calm. On a Positive note , We have a talent show coming up , I thought i can give it a shot and this can keep my mind off this horrible month , The Judges are crap.
My Talent is Football But clearly i need something that can Be present on Stage and in front of A proper Audience . I wanna Rap with this Other friend , Me and Her have been dying to Rap since 6th Grade , I hope we have a proper chance now. I'm sure peope will be expecting a simple song , we obviosly cant have songs that have any Bad words , Even though thats the beauty of the Rap  , We would still Nail it.
Thursday Plans , as usual Am grounded and God Knows when i will be off the hook , after this huge issue, even My other Best friend Fiasco is grounded , Parents need to realise that we havent done shit but after all they are just looking after us and want nothing other than whats best for us.
Lil Man out

'' Whenever your knocked down , Simply Stand back up And Dont Hesitate"

Hello , Again Deeply Sorry
couldnt blog again for almost a week , Had alot of tests and school stuff that i had to get on with.
Again , another average week. Nothing exciting really , Had a gathering on Thursday that went wrong in every way but it was okay at the end. Friday , Been out the whole day to the point were my parents took away my phone and they told me not to go out for another 2 weeks atleast , Isn't it weird how parents keep extending Time outs? haven't they realised that people grow up. Ugh I got used to it though , I retrieved my phone without them finding out and even if they  did, i have a back up phone. As always , i have a Back up option because i never know what might happen so i always keep a spare thing incase shit happens.
Today , Got a phone call talking about that instagram issue i discussed in my last blog , He didnt threaten me or anything , he kindly asked if i can delete the comments. i Couldnt reject Him , Considering i dont want any problems to happen to my friends because it already got to the point of physical actions. It was out of control and it had to be sorted out , i kindly replied to that person , telling him to let his friend that caused the whole issue , delete what she said first , since she was the one that started everything. Another thing i would like to point out is that , I have some of the greatest friends on the planet , People who actually care and have your back at all times. This girl with us amazingly Defended fiasco in every way possible , it got really intense , Some other friends helped out as well. Anywho , this Issue is done and i hope it won't open up again. I was also threatned this past week by a 9th grader , Might seem embarasing to me but actually no , As huge as that dude was , i stood up to him face to face and Didnt stand a chance , rejecting every order he asked me to do. Will Blog in a few days time
Lil_man Out

Review : Social Cold War

Hello everyone!
I'm extremely sorry i didn't blog in this last week , i had a pretty messed up schedule and didn't really get any free time to Blog. Any who , i know its late but Happy Valentines day ! No Doubt Love was in the Air.
I had an amazing Valentines Gift as My amazing Lady got me a sick ass perfume with a nice card and some sweets. i Really appreciated that. I'll summarize my week for you , Thursday was Valentines , Had this Party in The American School Of Khartoum , As i am honored to be the latest member of Team Toxicbass. Yes , I Joined the DJ Crew , Means I'm off the hook, Every time i enter its for free ( Hell Yeah) . So It was my first time to witness a KAS party , Went pretty fine. Amazingly , they listen to Dub step. Doubt any other school does that. so that was Thursday for you ,Friday this school had this street Fayre thingy , Was awesome , met a few people i didn't meet in a while and it was good to socialize in an environmental friendly area. As this day is , I Don't know what to say. Basically today me and My Best Buddy fiasco went to grab a bite at this place named solitaire , later on Moamer joined it was much more fun. I decided to take a picture of Fiasco , Just for Instagram and all that shit. After i posted the pic and everything , His Ex out of no where comments on it , Fiasco took it offensively. then Shit got real. Lots of people were involved. Comments were intense with Violent Words and even mentioning somethings that were unthinkable.
As worst as these comments can get , i still didn't delete the pic , i don't see why i should delete a pic i posted of a close friend just because some people would call them weird names. I went with the flow , didn't delete shit. Yet I was optimistic some shit will go wrong , and yes it did happen , we got an anonymous phone call from this Dude that was threatening Fiasco and Omarian. Then we knew shit actually did get real.
at this moment , No one knows whats gonna happen , especially when the Guys that are actually threatening us are 1 road across our school , so we gotta watch our back .
I decided not to interfere at all , even though this a best friend issue. I just backed him up a little bit.
on the other hand , This day was far from awesome as it sounded.
Had my physics test today , completely nailed it ( NOT)  I bloody missed out 2 pages , i blame myself for being in a class with such friends that do the weirdest shit ever ! on a positive note :
I"m not timed out for at least another 3 weeks or so , which means i can go out weekly
i hate being grounded , its like living in a cave with Bats. All you do is stay home and listen to the annoying birds outside.
Lil Man out

Day 8 : A Dedication

 This Blog is aimed at someone who i knew who passed away a few years back , before that .This is my  other day off other than Fridays , its usually the day of the week when i just chill all day at home.

So its a Sunday , Valentines day is in a few days. My 2 best Buddies got this Gig for Thursday , I'm happy for both of them as they haven't Djed in such a long time. Another school in this Ghetto Country , Is planning to throw this  Dance thingy. I've been thinking about going and having a little fun , I haven't been to a  party in ages. Now , i have Been thinking  about having a Party by the end of this year., By our Trio.

Fiasco has this one amazing Villa , Perfect location for a knocker Party , Amazing View of the Crystal clear Nile , Awesome Neighbourhood and has the proper specifications for a proper Twist of a party.

I'll leave my House as a back up option , in case the Villa  isn't approved. Our parties are Major Blow outs ,We've had this party a few months back at this girls Rooftop , It was honestly the party of the year  , I just think she was responsible enough to plan such a thing. And you never know what could go wrong in these type of things , Especially when you have  people who come either Drunk or High. Obviously if your the host, You carry such big Responsibilities and have to have deal with the consequences , Luckily our School Has one of the best Party Planners , so if she's reading this  , Shout out to her :P Anyways , to The point of this blog ,

I just realised today that you could remember memories instantly by just playing a song that is relevant to what the memory is to , I've remembered  lots of Flashbacks  , I've had this friend who died back in year 5 , ( May he RIP) he loved to play football , Loved to be social , Always smiles for whatever occasion it was. One song that made me remember his presence was " I Tried " by Bone Thugz and Harmony and Featuring Akon .  He died due to Cancer , I Was his best friend since reception :(.

He would always try to make things better , and all our mates loved him . I still remember the day , that principal walked in through the doors of the class , telling us the most saddest news ever.

That Second he told us , We all screamed " What'' ?! we were just kids , Innocent people who didn't know what it felt like to have such an amazing friend pass away due to such a disease. As the years passed on , we are all 10th Graders now , University  is awaiting us next year , if he was just with us now . But he still remains in our hearts. Lil Man Out

Day 7 : Nothing more than Ordinary typical Saturday

Just this day finally I was allowed out after the long curse of an annoying time out that lasted more than 3 weeks , I'm just glad it's over. Today was a fun day , i  decided to have some fun with  my 2 best buddies. Went cruising for a bit , Then they decided to go do some Shisha , as always my height has to be the problem . I feel sorry for them , whenever I'm around , they can't be allowed in. Yes its a horrible feeling for me , at least these 2 buddies aren't as annoying as other people and start bitching about it. I realized my friend was happy today , he wasn't the every day guy I know . Wisely , his girlfriend started being the most amazing person , yes  she gave him a kiss. He was happier than ever , it's good to see people happy . Especially people who deserve to be , im not gonna bitch about anything . Or am not jealous . It just feels good when your around someone who can be treated right as he treats his foes and mates . Anywho , today was the last day of my stupid target sheet  ( some annoying warning in our school) . It went pretty well , even though I got the biggest bump in my head today by Landing on my friends knees , ( Don't even ask how it happened ,we're just that stupid) . That bumb was so big , I tried avoiding my girlfriend , yes I was shy I'm not gonna lie . I didn't wanna show her a face full of 2 big bumps . She didn't care when she saw it , that just shows how amazing she is. She likes someone for who he is and not how his appearance shows . As amazing as she is , I love her in every way. Another typical Saturday moved on , not to mention I had to go buy some other friend this teddy bear that I had to search the whole city for , looking forward to valentines day this week and trying my best to make it the best for me and for my misses. Pretty interesting week this is , can't wait for next Thursday. Hope you enjoyed tonight's blog.  P.s I got my electronics back so hopefully I'll be blogging daily from now on. Lil man out 

Reborn!

Guess Whos's Back? Back Again..

I'm Back! Lil_Man is here yo! How y'all doin? Hope you all enjoyed the week!
Shout out to One of my best people I know Fiasco , for keeping you all entertained while i was away.
Anyways , today was an okay day, I was sick, and that really made my day tough, but I pulled through! There was one amazing thing though. Its a bit tough with me being short to hug properly. But today I just got this amazing hug. Don't get me wrong, all my hugs with that special someone are amazing, but this one was just like Wow! So warm and like crazy! I'm so in love today, been listening to love music ever since! Too bad my sickness got me feeling a bit down. On the other hand , we are having a school trip to France. Bonjour Seniorita's out their , Wait For us ;) Our Trio is deciding to go their and Bust every chance we get ( dont get the wrong idea ) We just wanna do so much bad shit over there ! Stuff that you dont get to do in this Ghetto , Annoying country. Other than that I'm fine, Just feeling better after a terrible Flu , I hate it. Knocked me out for a whole day that i had to miss school.  In addition to What Fiasco was refering to , yes Lately teachers have been on our sleeve , apparently we hang out too much in the Girls area . This is the lamest rule , Today my other Best friend Got caught sitting with his Lady , They might Tell the principal on him , That Right their is just our Lame school and its Rules for You !
I'll be back within the next few days , Glad i catched up with you all
Lil Man Out   

Day 6: Happy If I Go Through Hell

Day 6: Happy If I Go Through Hell

Fiasco here again. Lil_Man is sick to make things worse. Covering him as usual. He was sick and didn't even come to school today (Therefore it was a boring day). I've ran out of stories about him, and he hasn't even come to school today for me to post about how are day together went (Yes Homo!). Alright so I have no clue on the audience of his blog, but I'm guessing and hoping that a few of you read my personal blog: A Little Bit Of Everything. To all those that follow it, I've had a rough day yesterday, and by tonight, somehow managed to turn that into pure happiness. As much as I know you wanted to read some drama filled story (Chill, you'll get one in a couple of sentences), I need to get one point across. Never let anything, or anyone effect your mood. You decide your own happiness. Its easy to say and hard to do, but recently I have been letting my relationship and social life problems effect my mood. As important as they are to me, I am my priority, and even if those things go horribly wrong, I'll be happy, and that's how we all should be. Getting to the good stuff, I'm whatsapping Lil_Man at the moment, and he wants me to talk about our relationships (As usual). So here goes, when something great happens, like for example, Lil_Man gets a girls he's liked for quite a while, that makes him happy. The problem is, life and fate always seems to fuck things up. Directly after, his social life started going a bit downhill (Personally, he takes it way too seriously, but he is right, I guess that's my opinion only cause I don't give a fuck about mine.). To make things worse, he gets a Target Sheet (Some form of things to keep your grades on form, usually given if you're doing poorly although that's not the case with him). So yeah, he lets thing like that decide his happiness, therefore his morale hasn't been great recently. In addition, I'm required to mention my frustrating day yesterday (Gotten over it, but still hurts looking back at how upset I was). So basically, I went out, and walked about a kilometer to a nearby supermarket to get my misses a gift for our four month anniversary. I spend nearly all my money that I have on hand to buy her some fancy chocolate (Ferrero Rocher to be more exact). I walk nearly another half a kilometer to buy gift wrap, walk that distance home, and spend an hour wrapping it off YouTube videos. I then hide the gift for 3 days and pull of a few stunts to avoid my parents finding it and interrogating me about it. On the day, I sneak it out of my house in an extra P.E bag and give it to my lovely darling. The way I had planned out is that maybe after everyone leaves and we get a moment, we can have our first proper kiss (like those awesome 5 second ones they do in movies). Things didn't go as expected, we had the moment, annnndddd she decided to reject. That frustrated me, made me feel unappreciated and as if I'm flying a relationship on one wing and only building based on words and emotions which as psychologically proven, never works. I was very pissed. In addition I already do things like sneak into the girls area for her, have half the teachers hating me for that, and risk my parents being called up and me being in a mess. So basically it feels horrible, as if I'm giving it my all, and getting nothing in return. Lil_Man is also with me on that whole girls area issue we have in our school. Unfortunately he also has the same issue with attempting to fly a plane on one wing. He can make an excuse that he's been only dating for a month, I've been dating for four months, and in my past my average relationship wouldn't last over 2 weeks. I've just decided that my priority is myself, and as long as I'm doing fine, I won't let this factors affect me, hope Lil_Man decides to the same. Fiasco Out.   

Day 5: Never Been Lucky 

"Nobody gets justice. People only get good luck or bad luck"

Fiasco here again. Just wanted to pass on the message that Lil_Man won't be able to blog for God knows how long. A guess is maybe a week. He's grounded and his parents took all his forms of technology which he can blog through. I'll do my best to try and cover up everyday and post about what he wants me to blog about. Any who, today I'll basically be elaborating on the title, and that's in regards to Lil_Man. He's never been lucky I guess. Tomorrow is my 4 months anniversary, and basically, its not something huge but its something I decided to celebrate. I went out, got my lady some nice chocolate, and wrapped it up in gift wrap with a tie at the top and all. A week ago was Lil_Man's anniversary. He hit one month, which is clearly a more important anniversary than mine. He was grounded, so he wasn't really able to go out. So he asked a friend to get him chocolate and wrote a poem. The chocolate was the average Kit Kat, Kinder, and Galaxy stuff, with a few pieces of Patchi which certainly qualifies as an expensive chocolate brand. He was unlucky, threw them in his bag, and had them crushed and deformed between the books. Then apparently she didn't even eat them, her sister did (Not sure about that, but I think I heard him or someone else say that). The poem was nice though, and I decided not to do one with Valentines coming up and the occasion not being the most important. Another thing he was ranting to me about earlier, is how out of the three in our trio, how he arguably doesn't have the best relationship out of us. He still didn't break the shyness barrier with her, so I really do pity him, but he was right partially when he said I was on the same boat about the far from perfect relationships. He had to bring up the fact that my girlfriend doesn't have a phone or doesn't go out (Something I have adapted to). But he was correct about the physical limitations we both had and our friend Omar didn't. I'm just content with what I have, and I'm glad after 3 months or so I've broken through the shyness barrier, and everything is natural between me and my amazing misses. He still doesn't have that privilege, and I went through exactly what he went through a few months back, but since he loves, he'll stick with her and hope the barrier falls, and his misses notices that when you get a guy who does love you, you go far beyond a hug a day. I hope mine does to. So yeah, we are basically jealous of the dude who completes the trio, but I'm hoping that if his misses reads this, she doesn't take it offensively and try and make things better and not torture her boyfriend. I'm not tortured, but I could use a re-consideration on the physical limitations I have. Hope I've done a good enough job for covering up, and I'll be using the day format since who knows Lil_Man will be back. Fiasco Out!

Fiasco In the Building

Fiasco In the Building

Guess who's filling in for Lil_Man today? Your favorite author Fiasco! (Applaud please). I promised Lil_Man I'd talk about him, so here goes. There's not really much to him, he's a very simple guy who likes complicating stuff (Aren't we all like that though?). I basically see myself in him, and that's what makes us get along perfectly. He helped me out when I was new to his school, and recently our friendship has gotten better. His story is pretty much the same as all of ours. He's had his good years in school, and his bad ones of course. At the moment he has his girlfriend, very nice young lady. Cute and all, they make a good couple, and they can last for quite the while if they stop being such shy people (You won't believe it, they've been together for a month and they don't even kiss on the cheek). I'm sorry for embarrassing you two, you really need to speed things up. Enjoy life! (I shouldn't be talking, I don't do much in my relationship either, but I'm way past the kiss on the cheek, don't get too excited, nothing sexual, unfortunately.) Me and Lil_Man haven't been friends for a crazy long time, but were killer close now, and that's what matters. I'll keep it short. I don't want Lil_Man getting mad for me saying anything wrong. Hope you enjoyed tonight's post. Fiasco Out.